A Rough Day

I am having a very rough day today.  The kind of day that I often find myself debating on the issue of whether or not I am sick enough to go to an ER.  Should I stay or should I go?  This is a battle I have been fighting since yesterday evening.  Stay home or go to the ER?  I was up all night with severe nausea, dry retching and vomiting.

I know it sounds like Steve's broken record; the fact I have been suffering from two severe and invisible chronic illness (ICI), Type 1 Diabetes and gastroparesis in my life. 

For those of us who suffer from gp, I hope and pray that a new discovery in the treatment of gastroparesis.  It is my hope and prayer that Blue Cross Blue Shield of Michigan will change their policy in regards to the nuero-simulator for the stomach.  I have been told that the simulator can only relieve up to 30-60% of digestive ills, mainly nausea.  But 30-60% of relief sounds like relief.

If anyone has some ideas then I am more then ready to listen.

Precious Lord, thank you for each and every blessing you have bestowed upon me.  I pray that I may endure the suffering that comes from gp.  May you grant us all the love and happiness we may endure.  Knowing you are there is what makes this possible.